POS

I'm sorry for starting this and then being drunk and lazy and a piece of shit for 2 weeks. But in all fairness, it was my birthday on the 15th so this behavior is understandable. My man returned and left again back to LA and my sister went back to school this morning, and everyone else returns tomorrow. I thought being graduated would be more fun but everyones just leaving all the time.

To be quite honest my recent life is really boring. I hang out in my bed/basement, watch the Bravo and Food network til like 3 in the morning. And if I'm not doing that I'm sitting here at my desk watching Parks and Rec on Netflix or trying to watch Girls on Xfinity online but can't because it keeps telling me I have to update my flash player. Which I have attempted 3 times and still no success. So Xfinity, I hate you. I've also been applying to a lot of jobs trying to get out of here. Thats also the basis of many pop-punk, emo songs. But I've been putting my resume on all these job sites and I got 4 calls today, I ignore them and let them go to voicemail and then see who it is, and they've all been scams. So my morale is decreasing rapidly

I wasn't depressed and sad for awhile, but now I feel as though I'm getting there again. I'm going to clean out my closet for the rest of the day. And then get sick of it halfway through and end up watching re-runs of Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami and Top Chef Season 10.